Lyrics

I am just a girl
i came from far away
you have to walk a lot to go there
...and swim, swim a lot

People tell me i can communicate
but i'll tell you the truth
i don't understand many words
...and i don't always know what i want to do

but i wanted to change and no matter what i try
i still have the same question that echoes in my mind

What the fuck was i thinking about?

I’d like some ice cream and cookies
i’d like some pasta and coffee
i ate too many cookies, now i feel so fat
and my diet needs to restart from scratch

But i remember the street and i remember the smell
and i remember it was so easy
...to walk and drive and fit in
...to walk and drive and fit in

but i wanted to change and no matter what i try
i still have the same question that echoes in my mind

What the fuck was i thinking about?

...then i met this guy,
the biggest love of my life,
but similarities weren't too many
to keep me down, to keep my mouth shut
...now i lost his trust and i don't know why
sometimes i act like a bastard
someone told me once if you act like this is just because love
has never been enough
will never be enough

but i wanted to change and no matter what i try
i still have the same question that echoes in my mind

What the fuck was i thinking about?